I find that i'm in love with the idea of being in love. i know this for a certainty, not just because i've been binging on romantic movies back to back, but also i know for a fact that i AM not ready for a relationship just yet. Besides, it's all about feeling the feelings, not being with anyone in particular. Just like when i think about what i would like my wedding to be like! The dress is the main focus (of course. One would think that it would be the ceremony itself. hmmmm....). The bridesmaid dresses come in if i'm sharing my think-thread with someone else at the time, the ceremony (vaguely), the size of the party attending (hopefully less than 400 heads - if the father permits), and such. However, i find that the groom is no where to be found more often than not, and where present is just some blank-faced male, in a non-clearly (visually) defined suit. is that a general theme, or am I just the odd pod? Priorities, priorities....
What is it, really, about it all that we desire? Logically, it's simply the company we want. Given time, even the best of persons will find the perfect thing to drive you up the wall. Yet singlehood can be both fun and a drag, depending on the season. Likewise, amor can be the heights and the pits, depending on the cycle. A possible solution? Stay single but have yourself a close friend of the opposite sex whom you can feed off emotionally (yet UNDER NO CIRCUMSTANCE should you consider even contemplating toeing the boundaries of platonic relations. That just introduces new elements into the equation and before you know it, its one of those random "I don't know how it happened, but we just sort of slid into dating" scenarios. Very bad hook-up story to tell your kids).
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